very soberly, it isnt about flow

flow is a phenomena but flow is predicated on the nowness, had to be there at the time, it is communication that doesnt last, as in, the whole of it, sure, can keep a funny tweet out of context takeaway like a souvenir, but what happened, all that happened, is gone with the tide

cant do that on ig,

fb comments in a big group? group discussion happening super fast? enough participants answering in real time? yea can be in a group flow

like reading back days later everyone sounds deranged, but at the time, instantly corresponding back and forth, we were all comprehending and no one was confused or knocked out of context, everyone was in and participating

could get a jazz thing going, could riff a whole anima mundi collective in the twitter ocean thing like an impromptu dance party in a subway station kinda thing

as an artist working with a medium

a digital medium

an artist working in communication

idk that it is about the immediacy and eternal nowness of flow

certainly isnt across all platforms

can make the argument: flow matters more on twitter cos twitter centered immediacy once upon a time

if you had a good follow crew

if you had your own curated ensemble

you could filter:follows -filter:retweets -filter:replies

how can the flow be the point when flow is way better irl

as in: why be on a screen if flow is the point

is the flow the point? the galaxybrain?

subtext: cos no one needs that energy and that isnt allyship and clearly other shit is going on etc etc this doesnt need to be spelled out

there is definitely a skit in here

an ig reel or whatever

on the riff of: 'im such an ally'

like a very enthusiastic fag hag cos has internal stuff going on to the point that this character is terrifying like this is a horror real

like a huge grin and really white teeth big smile

im such an ally im an mpreg ally im here to uplift butt babies 😀

and a gay dude is like: no, honey that's not—

oH liKe nOt oNe tiMe? liKe You ArE thE gaY guY ambAssaDoR? yOu knOw eVerY gaY gUY?

and the gay guy is like: i can pretty confidently tell you on this that this does not need your energy or allyship

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miracles are miraculous but must also stay within reason

earth is not an mpreg world

because of reasonable expectation of procreation

but my loved one is infertile

miracles exist

a buttbaby miracle?

no that miracle doesnt exist

imagine the presence says:

pussy ✅

mouth ❌

butt ❌

never had someone who loved me hold my hand? ✅

never had someone who loved me insert their member between my cheeks and push in after using their fingers first for awhile like super gently?

is sodomy ❌ or ✅

obit ❌

snow in eyelashes ✅

?

well what about whimsy?

i never got to see a moose with my real eyes

i died without ever experiencing snow fluttering down on my face and getting caught in my eyelashes

no for an obit

yes can be sent back for wheelchair son?

can you not bother with the little things once dead?

has to be big stuff? has to be like:

my son is in a wheelchair and i died in debt, who will take care of him?

how could the presence say that if your answer is true. if you mean it in earnest.

is it heaven if the presence says: that answer is invalid. that is too insignificant.

the presence: did he do something to you personally?

me: no.

presence: ?

me: i dont like his decision tree and i find him annoying in interviews.

like: send me back. im trying to read alex karp's obit

if you say that are you fucked

jesus is a drug peddler? god will hook you up so good you dont care about fuck all back on earth

you are flying

vibes high

like from earth, from the standpoint of earth

i get it that inside all these stories is the hope and the gratitude

that you as a reader, are so grateful there is ~something~ not nothing

cos why are you reading these accounts in the first place?

likely grieving, likely lost a loved one, or you had your own near death experience (nde) or someone close to you did

but what about the person in the somewhere else? is everyone grateful? you were so nervous before dying but having found you still exist you just gratefully accept the terms, the explanations, the bliss?

not one person, not ever has been like: 🤨

and what if you say:

no the whole thing. my family back on earth. i find the whole thing unacceptable.

what does the presence say?

it's all love baby

it is a lesson

look they are right here with you cos time is different here outside of time

well what if you still say:

yea no. it's unacceptable. the terms of this whole thing is shit actually.

press x to doubt

that's where i am on it

im simply saying

all the devotional practice

all the sacrifice

all the monks and nuns there ever were

the prophets, priests, martyrs

not one?

not one

has managed?