like what does the presence say?
oh you dont like this quality of bliss?
would you like a rail
Discussion
and what if you say:
no the whole thing. my family back on earth. i find the whole thing unacceptable.
what does the presence say?
it's all love baby
it is a lesson
look they are right here with you cos time is different here outside of time
well what if you still say:
yea no. it's unacceptable. the terms of this whole thing is shit actually.
like from earth, from the standpoint of earth
i get it that inside all these stories is the hope and the gratitude
that you as a reader, are so grateful there is ~something~ not nothing
cos why are you reading these accounts in the first place?
likely grieving, likely lost a loved one, or you had your own near death experience (nde) or someone close to you did
but what about the person in the somewhere else? is everyone grateful? you were so nervous before dying but having found you still exist you just gratefully accept the terms, the explanations, the bliss?
not one person, not ever has been like: 🤨
no outliers? in death we all get it and bliss out? junkie eternity?
that's the real crime of a junkie?
it is a protestant world of work and labor
you cant bliss out before you die kinda thing?
heroin is for the afterlife only?
jesus is a drug peddler? god will hook you up so good you dont care about fuck all back on earth
you are flying
vibes high
if you arent in surrender
arent submissive
arent grateful
you instantly manifest hell?
you fall?
so better be damn grateful actually
listen: this dope is for you
and if you question that
or doubt any of this
well, there is the place of eternal fire and torture and stuff
like what kinda of situation is this honestly
if you really sit down and try to put yourself in the position of these nde reports where you have free will and are still you and are still cognizant of enough to make you still you
like: send me back. im trying to read alex karp's obit
if you say that are you fucked
the presence: did he do something to you personally?
me: no.
presence: ?
me: i dont like his decision tree and i find him annoying in interviews.
is it heaven if the presence says: that answer is invalid. that is too insignificant.
how could the presence say that if your answer is true. if you mean it in earnest.
can you not bother with the little things once dead?
has to be big stuff? has to be like:
my son is in a wheelchair and i died in debt, who will take care of him?
no for an obit
yes can be sent back for wheelchair son?
well what about whimsy?
i never got to see a moose with my real eyes
i died without ever experiencing snow fluttering down on my face and getting caught in my eyelashes
obit ❌
snow in eyelashes ✅
?
never had someone who loved me hold my hand? ✅
never had someone who loved me insert their member between my cheeks and push in after using their fingers first for awhile like super gently?
is sodomy ❌ or ✅