so underbaked, slapped together, a riff outta stuff in the fridge, casual as hell creative writing exercise:

imagine dying

now dead

(i have read alotta near death experiences, dead and came back reports, i od'd and lived, there are fb groups, so i'll riff run of the mill, standard fare, common ground)

ok dead

i am experiencing leaving my body

maybe i float in the corner of the ER for a couple minutes

a light, a presence beside me, a tunnel

etc etc

i go somewhere

their face is too bright to look at but it doesnt hurt my eyes

sentiment is washing over me

im ok everything is ok

my family is here

i feel incredible

heroin doesnt even come close to this bliss

to comprehend whatever i want is instantaneous but it doesnt hurt

nothing feels too much or overwhelming in a painful way

i just get it

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now, has no one in all this time of human life on earth been like:

no.

like when faced with all that

been able to keep it together and been like:

frankly i find this unacceptable.