I have no illusions about how "good" of a person I am, but I'm always trying. And at least I know I'm not deluding myself by doing something useless like praying instead of _actually_ helping those in need.
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no, you do think you are a good person. You don't think you or anyone else deserves hell for evil you are. You can try all you want, you will never be a good person and you will never deserve anything less than eternal torment.
That's the difference between you (and your god) and me, I don't gloss over what *eternal* torment really implies. There is no crime committed by anyone anywhere that deserves eternal hellfire. The fact that you think someone could deserve that, even for the imaginary crime of not believing, tells me everything I need to know about you.