Subnostr

GN.

I didn't poison myself with sugar today. I drank more cold brew coffee than I should, and ate more cheese than I should.

I bought some iodized sea salt from WalMart. I looked at the label more closely today, one if its ingredients is dextrose. What the actual fuck? Why are they adding sugar to salt? Fuck this world, seriously. Outraged. I should just rage quit everything NOW!

Into the bin with that nonsense. But also, why does my mother-in-law (who lives under my roof) just leave most of a crumb cake with some magic cookies in the space where there wasn't crumb cake sitting out in the kitchen where I have to see it and walk by it every time I want to get a drink? Maybe I'll go buy some meth and just cut out a nice line and put it on the bathroom counter, in case anyone wants to dig up histories of poisoning one's self. For fuck's sake.

I threw that crumb cake in the bin too, after the rest of the people in this house had eaten everything in the middle of the pan except for the crumbs and the edges. They got their poison for the day. I can't stop 'em, and I won't join 'em.

Shit is still rough, maybe less rough than yesterday, maybe the same and I'm one more day used to it.

Apparently the wisdom of the day is patience, so I will let it blow by. Whatever happens probably would happen anyway.

I might get a peek at a big harvest moon shortly; not entirely sure if was full tonight or last night, but either way, should be pretty big if the clouds cooperate.

Cheers nostr. 🌕🎉

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Dan Wedge 1y ago

Every day counts Sedj,

I am finding strength in saying no to my relative's offers of extra poison. I am finding strength, hopefully, you do too. We got you man stay healthy and strong

:P 1y ago

Nice rant and well said

Ranger Andy 1y ago

If you’re patient and consistent they’ll eventually come around. We all feel crazy at the grocery store anymore, you’re not alone there.

Sedj 1y ago

Grocery stores can be easy (except for the day-old pastry rack) because I can just nerd out on meat prices, trying to buy all my beef under $7/lb. But I understand. Like the day I found corn syrup in my ground pork, I think it was.

Also I no longer really buy grocery store pork products because I don't want to be taking "vaccines" that were dosed into the pigs, apparently there is no need to label whether or not "mRNA therapy" was administered to the hogs.

Ranger Andy 1y ago

Yea it’s all pretty fucked

Bohemia 1y ago

Doesn't sound easy. Proud of you. Gn Sedj 🌠🌝

Sedj 1y ago

Simple is rarely easy, right? Neither is important stuff. Give me the hard stuff, makes for interesting times. Certainly these are interesting times.

Corbin 1y ago

Well done sir. The other day was going to buy some salt, every salt (other than the fluer de sel) on the shelf at the qfc nearby has additives. Wild times!

Corbin 1y ago

*nearly every salt on the shelf has additives. A couple options sold in smaller amounts were additive free. They were also out of couple varieties, it's possible those are additive free.