It's hard for some people to get this. But the truth is that I was standing there on this planet when the asteroid hit. I had to own the situation. Sure I was not quite detectable after the incident but instead of getting further bent out of shape I took my life force and searched for the basic building blocks and started over again. Hopefully I could retain some bit of wisdom from the last go. In a billing years (Earth around Sun time) I would get another chance.