I do not really like remembering my childhood. I spent most of my adult life thinking it was OK, but upon further introspecting and picking away at scabbs of repressed memories. I was a privledged depressed suicidal asshole child of two wealthy over achieving materialistic parents. Who let me do anything I wanted and gave me whatever I wanted, but I was very mentally troubled for lack of proper parenting and a very poor diet.

They were the lets give him a bunch of psych drugs and send him to every kind of psych doctor there is. Instead of taking the time ourselves to help discover the root of the problems and raise him right. Got into way too much trouble for bad parenting too.

I look back at those times in regards to being a hopeless romantic and thinking you son of a bitch. Look at all these other girls who were actually interested in you, but you were too entitled to notice a high quality potential relationship if it bit you in the ass. You wanted the pretty popular shallow models while the wholesome intelligent also beautiful ones tried their best to get your attention. I'd beat the shit out of my teenage self if I could for that one.

I do still play the piano. Can play the guitar and xylophone too. Any song I hear I can figure out how to play by ear in well under an hour for the most part. More complicated music may take me a couple hours, but overall it is easy to do.

I will always keep it weird. That is one of my defining personality attributes in life lol.