I wouldn’t need to know unless it would bring me a lot of insight or understanding that was necessary for my healing. Also, more often than not, mental disorders can be worked through where the symptoms are either non-existent or mild enough that they don’t meet diagnosis criteria (bipolar, any psychosis/hallucinations/paranoia, and to an extent ADHD/Autism are ones that may stick around in big ways). And diagnoses are always subjective to the clinician, so what one might diagnose another may not. Dont feel like you’re stuck with whatever the disorder is 🫂