nostr:npub1awgmruykjvau33wqwqxnwkfet7amvgdhvmdqkyfekj5etq4xt5rs255lmc I was anxious bout something else but I went to bed like I'll feel better if I sleep it off, and then I slept and I woke up and peed and then I lay in bed and go on my phone and my friend has sent me 80 messages and I'm like what's this, and its just a total panic attack about how they thought I am a freak and then they were like I know you aren't a freak but you're a freak and then they start saying stuff like how they dont want a freak in their home and then they sent me messages from 5 years ago with me saying some cringe stuff and arguing with them and a few messages later they say they calmed down and asked me to confirm to them that I'm not a freak and I'm just like damn ok