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good morning I am a sleeper agent and the screeching of my phone tells me to wake up and pee
its ok when I was drunk one night I asked him if he was into me essentially without saying it directly and he just flat out said no and I think that my blood alcohol level went down by like half because of all the alcohol vapors that fumed out of the pours in my face in response, its not like I was into him I was just drunk and my autism was amplified
I was the youngest of the group and they were all like, 16-18, I was 12 and I didn't really feel romantic towards any of them, there was one situation where I said I had a crush on one of them but I didn't really, I just thought that having a crush is what normal people did and it was my way of fitting in in a way but nothing happened with that, the one I'm speaking to specifically I think of her like my internet mom in a way and one time she asked me to play a really cringey tumblr board game that she really liked and I was literally sweating at my desk because I reallllly did not want to play it but the idea of saying no to her was so scary, i said no and she was like like hehe okay and a shiver went down my entire body
nostr:npub1f64hh0hxfp5yeswecth4mnjz78uxls5s48wjnnev9d5tfy7qgttspj5rsj in the future we will have DRM for cars and you need to make an account and password for ur car and have an internet connection at all times and Geo location enabled
I had one for the longest time I dont know for how long, but it started double clicking a long while ago and the mouse wheel started to not work very well anymore, I tolerated it for a while because I liked the mouse so much, but it was finally like starting to really die and double clicking on every click and the mouse wheel stopped working on like 1/3 of the wheel and I was like ok I think I need to decommission this poor thing, my greatest enemy right now is fighting back the internal fit demon wanting to break out about having to change something that I have been used to for so long, and having no money
the advice friend just removed me because he thought I was ignoring him the whole day I think but I was just sleeping all day
girl that sits home all day watching youtube and sleeping and torrenting large files on your wifi
does vomit make for good fertilizer
nostr:npub1f64hh0hxfp5yeswecth4mnjz78uxls5s48wjnnev9d5tfy7qgttspj5rsj my mouse has been double clicking forever now but its very expensive and I think I would throw a fit with a new mouse because I am so used to the shape and weight of it
nostr:npub1awgmruykjvau33wqwqxnwkfet7amvgdhvmdqkyfekj5etq4xt5rs255lmc you know those videos where a hot guy asks out a decent looking girl and then the girl's friend says no, I'm the friend but I'm not fat I'm just weird
nostr:npub1f64hh0hxfp5yeswecth4mnjz78uxls5s48wjnnev9d5tfy7qgttspj5rsj nostr:npub1awgmruykjvau33wqwqxnwkfet7amvgdhvmdqkyfekj5etq4xt5rs255lmc I mean technically speaking I am a freak but not in the way my friend is thinkin, my friend thinks I'm a freak in a grooming way but my friend is always super sensitive to stuff like that, I told them they should eat more fruit once and they yellled at me genuinely, but I always try to be patient with them cuz they have horrendous OCD
nostr:npub1awgmruykjvau33wqwqxnwkfet7amvgdhvmdqkyfekj5etq4xt5rs255lmc I was anxious bout something else but I went to bed like I'll feel better if I sleep it off, and then I slept and I woke up and peed and then I lay in bed and go on my phone and my friend has sent me 80 messages and I'm like what's this, and its just a total panic attack about how they thought I am a freak and then they were like I know you aren't a freak but you're a freak and then they start saying stuff like how they dont want a freak in their home and then they sent me messages from 5 years ago with me saying some cringe stuff and arguing with them and a few messages later they say they calmed down and asked me to confirm to them that I'm not a freak and I'm just like damn ok
I went to bed last night with a bit of anxiety in my chest and then I woke up this morning to my friend having a panic attack in my DMs and they think I'm going to murder them and that I'm a secret psycho :0010:
nostr:npub1f64hh0hxfp5yeswecth4mnjz78uxls5s48wjnnev9d5tfy7qgttspj5rsj there are ants in the rocks behind my house, I have been waging chemical warfare on them for months
that happened to me too, except I was playing a woman and then he became a man