Here is the truth anon. You got involved with a goth mommy. She had some kinks that you wanted to make happen. It was a lobotomy. The problem is that she doesn’t know your real name because, you know, you’re anonymous. So she wasn’t able to find you after the surgery. So you lost your brain and the woman of your dreams. 
Discussion
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
I think i watched that but I don’t remember it lol Jim Carrey right?
Ya, probably not worth watching but at the time in my life when I watched it it resonated.
It’s a really good movie no? Anyways that’s how I remember it. It’s been a while
It had an impact on me at the time, but I feel like if I watched it today it wouldn't hit the same. I was emotionally exposed at the time in a way that resonated with the premise.
Was he schizophrenic or just depressed?
The idea is these two folks are in love but are ruining eachothers' lives so they go to a doctor that fries their memories of eachother and then they fall in love again, but are probably still terrible for eachother.
Depression and some social anxiety