I'm better now! and I practiced handstand yesterday. some kids were practicing handstand and other things and I got inspired and went there. it was a little bit uncomfortable cause other moms were there and I was afraid that they would see me and think I'm ridiculous (that's what I think when I do almost everything I'm passionate about). I practiced only for a few minutes, but I loved it! I'm feeling much more open to life and I really feel that my openess to practice handstand has everything to do with that.

thank you so much for that, Lois!