That wasn’t what I felt. Nothing said help me.. it was pure joy! I felt her energy.. like FELT.. this woman is probably 5’2 and weighs 80 pounds and walks at turtle speed.. yet her energy jumped through me as if she was a spring chicken. Her energy told me she’s leaving and she was excited.. I don’t know how else to put what just happened.. it happened in a microsecond yet feels like we had a conversation without words. I asked the universe to show me what awareness is, beyond the self.. this happens minutes later. I’m dumbfounded. I’m only saying this here cause I’m anon.. no one in my life (besides you) would believe me and they’ll all think I’m insane.