Last night my wife called me an alcoholic. Not in a mean way, just matter of fact. Since the Melbourne Covid lockdowns I’ve been a daily drinker, about a bottle of wine per night, the wasted money alone is a tragedy, then I also think about my kids..
I know Im supposed to seek medical/professional help but I’ve always been one to do it myself. I don’t know anyone on this app so I feel like a can say this here, even if no one reads it just writing it out and throwing it into the void feels better than nothing.
It’s 5:30am, shitty sleep as usual from the bottle of wine. The last bottle was a wedding gift for the both of us but ended up being my regular Wednesday night.
Day 1.