yeah, i picked them up again but i get this scary, painful thing all over my extremities and even a bit everywhere else from them now. i'm just a bit past my first 12 hours on a fast right now. it's weird, stopping things is easier when you are fasting somehow. no coffee, no alcohol, no cigarettes, no food, just water.

not much in a brain for doing work but i don't have to anyway. partly why i started the fast, that and drinking a whole 700ml bottle of absolut vodka yesterday, and hardly even feeling it.