Why do I dred going to meet up with an old friend for lunch? Is it laziness, or something else?
Discussion
It might be a feeling uneasiness. You don't know what to expect especially for those of us who have this sovereignty and freedom tech mentality. Asking yourself, "Will this relationship be similar to what it was?"
I'm only speaking from my own experience doing the same.
probably past disagreements
I don't have past disagreements, but I don't look forward to navigating his 20 years of political divergence. I'm hopeful we will be able to swim past that.
If they're normie, you may be anticipating disappointment & it's likely a valid presumption.
May sound weird.
I'd guess it's hormonal/neuro transmittoral .. dopamine or some other molecule already expended for other things.
Guessing not a great friend, just old? I dread most activities with people that stem from some feeling of obligation