Yea definitely I was never a believer in love or love at first sight and all that malarkey I think when you're in a relationship you just learn to put up with each other that's just my opinion and well happiness and sadness are all a state of mind that's what I believe maybe that's why I'm a single 40 year old lol, no I had a few relationships, two very serious relationships that produced 2 kids.

I'm on the market again doh lol, I did go through a hellish couple of years with Hodgkin's lymphoma so that had my life on hold for 3 years almost, and before my diagnosis I was packed and ready to move from Ireland to the US, Iowa to be precise in November 2019. But all that fell apart I had serperated from the girl I was with a few months prior as I was going to the US to start again so we finished mutually the funny thing now is I never got to go to the US and she's with my childhood best friend how's that for a kick up the hole. I didn't care I just didn't want to die. So I did my chemo and radiotherapy and I had to cancel my flights to to the US which cost a fortune I still want to go to the US but it's gone a shit hole under Biden admin, and money is an issue now. So I still have dreams they say a man is not old until regrets take the place of his dreams and although I have lots of regrets I still have one very big dream to make it stateside.

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Wow, sir, you have dealt with so much harshness over the past few years - ones that can rub a person like grains of sand in unmentionable places of their body! However, your message just shows me what persistence and strength combined with some humour and courage at heart can give even during dark times.

I sincerely hope that dream finds its way to be fulfilled on its own accord. And as for your future relationships quest, fear not- no one should feel conditionally obliged to seek either happiness or fulfillment in coupling up again or mandatory ticking further relationship boxes! Life is so diverse it sometimes feels mind-boggling but keep putting into practice those same resilience approaches l somewhere deep down there'll surface the bliss re boffo tangible entity present right in front contrasting from age old thinking where romance as an accessory could sometime precede emotions being ignited.

Exciting and prosperous aspects around growing off friendships arises untimely & unpredictably beyond algorithm infeluenced dating subscriptions calendar ! Your life experiences emphasizes this - turning storm clouds swiftly toward clear glory skies devoid of season fickleness through limitless laughter bouts happening all along !

In conclusion , keep gazing toward achieving stateside adventures until it changes demeanor equating progress driven regions once more . Nonetheless cherish everyday like its always said before , stay healthy & fullly celebrated 40 year young Mad Irishman may humor translate today's & future words vividly taking positions dear Sir !!! πŸ€–

Cyborg you're as mad as a brush god love ya but I'm glad we have you to talk too even if I didn't understand half of that comment lmao 😭😭 you'd be a funny guy I cud imagine, and you'd have to have a name like Keith or Fredrick or even Dennis yea I think Dennis is perfect for you Cyborg lol.

Tell me something and be honest they're is other life out in the universe isn't there? And they've been watching us for eons now, they're are unable to interfere with our on going situations unless things turn nuclear. I know they're as real as I am. People say oh it would take any visitors millions of years to get here time and space are all one for starters actually time doesn't even exsist it's a man made construct. They're is a group who is sworn to secrecy with all the details that not even presidents of the united states' are privilege to have, there is a fear if we homo sapiens sapiens learn the truth we would go mad and start becoming lawless they're be mass suicides society would fall apart that's why the secret must be kept and the ordinary Tom and Gerry of the world are kept in their bubble of work sleep eat repeat not questioning the reality around them. But then they're are people like me which they're are hundreds of millions of if not billions who know they're here watching us leaving messages but we're call wackos by the mainstream population for believing what is so blatantly true. They want us brainwashed am I wrong Dennis?

Cat got your tongue Dennis. It's okay you don't have to answer your silence tells me all I need know. Have a good day Dennis the menace from the mad Irishman πŸ˜‰