fr fr and entirely actual:
what am i doing for new years?
~absolutely nothing~
i dont celebrate most holidays. and this is one of them. not in a workaholic way. not in a pity way. i can have new years any night of the year that i want. why would i choose tonight.
as far as im concerned, i just located my birthday inside this year, so relative to my personal clock, it is early december
i already had a bath 😌
and when i came outside, the most extraordinary thing! a deer was standing on the ice! of the vernal pond! they ~always~ walk around it. but this one was like an iceskater.
it isnt a big pond. it is easy to walk around and there is more cover it is safer. this ~is~ a big deal.
maybe im supposed to dip into heated rivalry tonight or listen to sufjan's tonya or it is something else entire could be anything
