There are certain things like this in which I consider psychedelic chamanic therapy is one of the greatest technologies one can use.
Because we can talk about it, we can rationalize it, we can sort of comprehend and understand certain things about what happened and what we want and why.
Yet to turn around physiology psyche, awareness, knowingness the whole mind spirit complex into a view of the facts and their meanings in a large scale is something you can only achieve through plant medicine and ancient wisdom. And planet earth wisdom through plant medicine, like the intelligence of life embedded in a chemical message exact for you. Applicable to all situations of your existence.
I mean it's not something that you cannot achieve going to your psychologist, changing habits, and meditating etc. But to integrate the whole wisdom that you can acquire from it into a single experience lasting a couple of hours... that is efficient. Of course if your intention is true.
And it's not something that you rationalize or you have to repeat a mantra a trillion times to understand. Wisdom and learning is placed and written into the DNA and you come out as another being. With a map for everyday life in which you know what to do, how to behave, how to repair what was broken through action. That is the process of integration of the experience. And it might take your whole life to do.
But it is like knowing certain river takes you where good life you want and wisdom is.
You have two options.
Either you enter step by step, knowing one of your legs is afraid and walking backwards and half of your body is in doubt, and when you have to swim, you swim against the current for a period of time, etc.
Or you set your intention to heal with determination and you jump straight ahead and swim with the aid of the river with all your members aligned, your mind, your surrendered being whole into the revelatory experience.
Of course always heart open is better.
We can comprehend.
But how do you speak to your traumatized cells in your body?
How do you write them new code?
How do you understand and foresee and sense the benefits of doing it in a timeless scale?
How do you resignify what happened to you in the most loving way? No judgement, no regrets, pure valoration and inclusion?
How do you answer all those questions with actions through your life without forgetting or falling asleep again in the nightmare? Because memories in our cells are so smart and strong. They create all messages. They have multilayered security keys and passwords.
Chamanic therapy is like logging in.
Signing of a contract. Assuming a commitment. Humility and surrendering to a higher wisdom trusting it is wanting to help you...
Well ....
Open heart always.
Always thankful