dammit

she's a stray, she literally was putting on this incredible performance, with her quiet squeaky voice trying to get someone to feed her this afternoon

it occurs to me now you point it out, and after watching that, that she actually is looking for a proper keeper

but i don't want to leave her behind

i did that to a kitten that was born in my apartment in varna 2 years ago, little Hochi, he was such a little scamp... part russian blue

i guess if i get her teeth sorted out and she's feeding on actual food for a while it's still something for her future even if ...

the other thing is she probably needs neutering as well, or she'll be a problem with the locals, there's like 4 cats living around me and sometimes i hear two of the boys having a sing song with each other and then a little roll in the dirt... so, if i leave her behind, ... i think better i just fund her some medical attention and maybe someone more stable will adopt her because i know from my previous little fluffy black female cat i had in australia 12 yeras ago, my mother said she took her to the vet and sorted out her teeth and she became so happy and cheerful

and i think that would be the best thing for her, because if she wasn't so skittish someone would want to adopt her, right now she's a hobo kitty