Welp. Tonight is one of those nights. One where I am lying in bed wondering just what the hell I'm doing here. Nostr is cool, it's interesting, but it's turning into another time waster. Something I use to procrastinate. Now I should be asleep. During the day I should be working, growing, learning.
The devs don't have this issue, they're out there making stuff. nostr:npub1sg6plzptd64u62a878hep2kev88swjh3tw00gjsfl8f237lmu63q0uf63m doesn't. He's a man of few words, I've noticed. he's out there focused on his mission instead.
It doesn't feel like I have one. I'm also searching for the healthy balance between not getting wrapped up with tech I don't need and doing something worthwhile with my time.
I like it on here. It's sane and many here are like-minded in a few ways. But it using leaves me feeling empty just like other social media.
Anyways, my thoughts are not very well put together. I can only apologize. I'll probably regret posting. Regardless:
Tomorrow is a new day.
