Maybe. I think the red pill required massive daily effort and rewards on low time preference, I often think about blue pilling it. Not to say that I feel like "giving up", but I guess I often question the sacrifice or perceived "risk" I may or may not be taking.

I can totally understand why people enjoy the blue pill is what I'm trying to say. Especially in software :) Just be lobbing out javascript apps all day on cloudflare and github.