i am inconsistent

i abuse caffeine

i dont get up at the same time everyday

i rarely cold plunge first thing anymore

i dont track my food or macros

i quit a 20 year career with no severance package

i still eat junk food

i scroll on my phone right before bed

i forget to respond to texts all the time

i dont talk to my parents enough

i dont have a 6 month emergency fund saved

i get sarcastic when im annoyed

i dont take any credit for anything in my life

i just started using a calendar this year

i dont meditate

i binge watch Impractical Jokers and Brooklyn 99 often

i dont overthink anything

i read every comment myself but dont always reply

i dont really have a routine

i post without proof-reading or proof-watching too often

i forget to take out the trash weekly

i look at my phone the moment i wake up

i miss my daily devotions

i see that phone call and dont answer

i answer your question before you finish asking

i dont have anything planned or figured out

i fail a lot

i dont want anyone to watch any video of mine and ever think i have it all figured out.

that life is perfect..

i have very ordinary struggles, i am very imperfect, and some days i just want to sit on the couch with my kids, turn on the grinch, and stay there all day.

i made this post to confess my struggles, and maybe you relate. theres power in community, in relatability, in true and honest friendships.

(i also saw James Smith‬ make a similar post and i really really liked it. Shout out brother, love what you do)

We see these videos, well thought through, honest and authentic, and we can quickly envy the lives of others on the internet. Dont do that, because we all suck in our own ways.

Love you all! remember you cant SUCceed without SUCking first

Work hard, have fun, embrace your imperfections. They make you YOU.