Tonight Goddess nostr:npub1krvmn5fyal320qecsc3zqepctcnm97mwyg6g8gvzk8rjs5zkn3vqfuhyu4 put Lily in a tie that was punishing and challenging for her, and definitely painful, but the endurance of it for her Goddess is more than reward enough. 🥰

Lily had a very tight crotch rope pulled snugly through her ass cheeks 🍑, up her back, and tied tightly around her neck with tension. The rope ➰ is a rough and scratchy sisal that Lily normally loves the feel of, but it proved quite difficult through this ordeal.

This girl spent over an hour bound like this. At first Goddess played with her, pulling her around and up onto her toes by the rope running up her back and loose ends left in strategic places. This squeezed Lily painfully but pleasingly in several sensitive places, and she happily moaned and squirmed and pranced. She also had Lily try to sit down, which proved possible by taking her weight on the chair arms and slowly lowering herself, but much more painful than standing.

After a while, Goddess Kali had Lily fetch the nail polish remover and slowly drifted off for a nap while Lily cleaned Her nails. 💅 When her task was complete, Lily stood and waited for her Goddess. This put her into a blissful type of subspace despite her discomfort. This girl feels very safe here, and Goddess Kali always emphasizes her well-being over the scene or situation. This freed her to explore the feelings of uncertainty she had: Not knowing when her Goddess might wake, not being sure how long she was to be tied...minutes? Hours? Overnight? Would she be able to endure until Goddess decided to release her? This girl has a safeword, but never wishes to abuse that privilege, and deciding when to call it is a challenge unto itself.

These feelings were compounded by the constantly growing challenge of finding some level of comfort and not being able to move around without significant pain in sensitive places. Leaning forward put pressure on everything: grinding the crotch rope hard into her private parts, pulling it tight into her ass, and squeezing her throat tighter and tighter. Leaning back eased the pressure on her ass, crotch, and throat, but this was a difficult position to maintain without straining her back. Everywhere in between was a trade-off. Lily tried kneeling on the chair, but found that this was equivalently painful at best, with the added difficulty of kneeling on her sensitive knees without much padding.

In the end, Lily stood. After a while her throat became dry. This girl dared not disturb her sleeping Goddess, who was positioned between herself and the kitchen, so she took an empty bottle from dinner to the bathroom. The walk down the hall was its own challenge, with the scratchy rope rubbing against her neck and private places with every step and exacerbating her already severe discomfort.

Lily finally reached the bathroom, rinsed out her bottle, and filled it with water. It was then that her own body betrayed her. This girl has an almost Pavlovian response to the sound of running water, and even with the rough rope squeezing her tightly where it counts, she almost immediately had to pee. Sitting on the toilet was not a viable option, but with careful movements she was able to safely climb into the bathtub, do her business, and use the shower's spray nozzle to clean up. Despite her best efforts to squeeze everything out, Lily dribbled on the floor twice on the way back, then again as Goddess mercifully woke up to hear her story about the bathroom trip and untie her. Lily was made to clean up her messes, and is very grateful to be resting comfortably as she writes this and Goddess Kali finishes Her well-deserved nap.

Some bondage is fun bondage. Lily loves the weight of her usual chains ⛓️, the tightness of the cuffs, and the slight restrictions and difficulty they create for her. Some bondage is...more. Lily can spend a day in her chains with minimal discomfort and enjoy the experience and the constant reminders of her Goddess. Spending an hour tied like this was very challenging and quite painful, but this girl loves that challenge. It brings her great pleasure and pride to see her Goddess' reactions when she is able to endure well, and even more when it earns her a pat on the head and a "good girl."

Furthermore, she can feel tangible benefits from her training. Because of her Goddess, Lily can squat lower, bend easier, and endure longer. Not long ago it was painful for her to stand in one place for more than a few minutes at a time. Now she can stand on her toes for tens of minutes and stand in a painful tie for an hour. She feels her own pride in this, as well as the pride her Goddess effusively radiates when Lily does well, and basks in the good feelings this brings.

Lily loves to be Goddess Kali's good girl and thanks her Goddess for always loving and challenging her pretty flower. 💜

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