This evening, my nostr:npub1krvmn5fyal320qecsc3zqepctcnm97mwyg6g8gvzk8rjs5zkn3vqfuhyu4 Love set out to tie Her pretty Lily's feet in scratchy sisal rope while we sat on the deck. She wrapped this girl's left foot and ankle up tightly and had Lily stand and walk to try it out, then started sending her to fetch and run errands. The rope made walking difficult and somewhat painful, and after a run to the mailbox it was falling off. My Love made some adjustments, and soon Lily had a tight crisscross all around her left foot and ankle, forcing her to walk on the hard, scratchy rope with each painful step.

Lily does not know how long she was left this tie, but she performed several chores, was played with multiple ways herself, and then this girl was given the privilege of pleasuring her Love, which earned her three marks! 🎖️🎖️🎖️

The experience of having her foot tied like this was powerful and transformative for this girl. Lily gained two primary pieces of insight as she went about her tasks:

First, Lily gained appreciation for one aspect of the pain her Love has been going through. She has had foot pain for many weeks now because of an injury that Lily caused, and this girl has failed to express proper understanding and remorse for her actions. Spending time hobbled like this and feeling pain with every step has helped Lily to understand what her Love has been going through because of her. This girl recently learned the term "atonement-focused sadism," and she feels this in her core. When Lily is challenged or punished, she feels a deep desire to endure for her Love as much as possible. In part as a way to make her Love proud and bask in Her admiration, but as big a part is to feel a share of the pain this girl has caused in a way that she is more able to understand and process. In this case, walking the proverbial mile in her Love's shoes. This girl does not know if her words and actions can ever be forgiven, but she will spend a lifetime working to empathize and atone for them through her service and submission.

Second, Lily quickly became aware of the cost of each step and the price for each failure to be mindful or moment of forgetfulness. For example, my Love asked Her Lily to fetch the new toy, a pretty purple and blue vibrating dildo, and meet Her in the bedroom. Lily gathered other needed things, but walked right past the toy on her way downstairs because she was not maintaining mindfulness and awareness of her tasks. This is something Lily struggles with often, and her failure cost her a painful extra trip up and down the stairs - just one of several similar reminders tonight that she must learn how to keep her thoughts in order so that she may better please her Love.

After all was gathered, Lily was shown a new way to please her Love that was a powerful and novel experience, as well as a gateway to many new pleasures to come. Earlier in the day when Lily was sent to get the new toy, she also came home with a strap-on. This was intended to go over Lily's chastity belt so that she can pleasure her Love while she is locked away, but my Love found a wonderful alternative use that Lily enjoyed on many different levels. She put the leather panel over this girl's face and wrapped the straps over and around her head. This ended up creating an impromptu gimp hood, allowing Lily to see only little bits of what was in front of her at first, and then nothing at all for most of the time she was in it. When the straps were pulled tight around her head and face, the feeling was sublime. The slow squeezes and quick tugs that slowly increased the pressure and shrunk her world made this girl feel very helpless and wholly, deliciously possessed.

With the new dildo strapped to her face, Lily carefully navigated to the end of the bed and climbed in, using her limited vision to guide it toward her Love. With some assistance it was quickly in place, and Lily was able to face-fuck her Love in a most delightful way!

The experience was quite unique. Lily takes pride in her ability to please her Love with her fingers or toys, carefully feeling the pressure she is applying and watching Her face and body for reactions and feedback to guide her into giving the best possible experience. In this case, all Lily could feel was a tiny bit of pressure on the mask, and she could see nothing at all once she was settled into place. It was necessary to listen to her Love and the sounds She was making, and to feel the ways She was moving around Lily - grabbing this girl's hair to pull her face down, squeezing her head between Her powerful legs, lifting Herself into the dildo...

When my Love wrapped her legs around this girl's head and squeezed, it created overwhelming sensations of control and helplessness. Lily loves to bury her face in her Love, but while her face was covered with the leather panel, she was able to breathe easily, revel in her submission and ownership, and stay focused on pleasing her Love in a way that was most satisfying to us both. The intense buzzing of the vibrator against her nose, chin, and other places also gave Lily some fun feelings and further obscured her physical connection to her Love and kept her working hard to please Her as she deserves.

Thank You, my Love, for this privilege and honor. Lily is very happy to be owned by You and proud to serve You.

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This girl has been a very bad girl, and her regrettable mistakes nearly cost her everything. Fortunately, the fates and her Goddess nostr:npub1krvmn5fyal320qecsc3zqepctcnm97mwyg6g8gvzk8rjs5zkn3vqfuhyu4 have smiled on Lily, and her Love has decided to keep this girl and come back home to her where She belongs. She has chosen a beautiful new honorific that warms Lily's heart every time she speaks or writes it. "Yes, my Love..." rolls easily off the tongue and makes this happy girl smile. 😍 she will do everything she can to take care of her Love, show Her the devotion and adoration She deserves, and make Her feel welcomed and wanted. 💜💙

Lily is happily working in her collar and chains today ⛓️💞🔗, feeling their comfortable weight and snugness. In the past this girl would have been otherwise naked, but she now sports a beautiful black and silver chastity belt along with her chains. The belt is locked tightly around her waist and over her sex, and her Love holds the only keys, so Lily can do nothing more than paw 🐾 helplessly at herself without permission and release from her Love.

This girl has also been decorated by her Love. Her belt is marked with a shiny sticker with the Superman S on it, which reminds her of old shameful things in new positive ways. 🦸‍♀️ her Love also painted a beautiful butterfly 🦋 on Lily's back last night with the message "Emerge Victorious," and this girl intends to do just that! Lily loves to be decorated by her Owner, and she has been proudly prancing around the house and twirling around to show off her pretty artwork.

Lily loves the feelings of ownership and submission these things bring. Her Love has given her a second chance and come home to her. This girl is thankful for this change of life in ways even she did not anticipate 🙏, and she will always remember her place at her Love's feet 🦶🧎‍♀️and adjust her behaviors so that she can properly serve and care for her beautiful Love with no distractions. It is this girl's purpose and greatest desire to please her Lovely Kali, and she will always show her proper devotion and respect.

It is time for Lily to check on her Love to make sure Her needs and desires are met. This girl is elated beyond words, and she looks forward to a long and happy life pleasing and serving the most wonderful Woman she has ever known. 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

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This girl has been a very bad girl, and her regrettable mistakes nearly cost her everything. Fortunately, the fates and her Goddess nostr:npub1krvmn5fyal320qecsc3zqepctcnm97mwyg6g8gvzk8rjs5zkn3vqfuhyu4 have smiled on Lily, and her Love has decided to keep this girl and come back home to her where She belongs. She has chosen a beautiful new honorific that warms Lily's heart every time she speaks or writes it. "Yes, my Love..." rolls easily off the tongue and makes this happy girl smile. 😍 she will do everything she can to take care of her Love, show Her the devotion and adoration She deserves, and make Her feel welcomed and wanted. 💜💙

Lily is happily working in her collar and chains today ⛓️💞🔗, feeling their comfortable weight and snugness. In the past this girl would have been otherwise naked, but she now sports a beautiful black and silver chastity belt along with her chains. The belt is locked tightly around her waist and over her sex, and her Love holds the only keys, so Lily can do nothing more than paw 🐾 helplessly at herself without permission and release from her Love.

This girl has also been decorated by her Love. Her belt is marked with a shiny sticker with the Superman S on it, which reminds her of old shameful things in new positive ways. 🦸‍♀️ her Love also painted a beautiful butterfly 🦋 on Lily's back last night with the message "Emerge Victorious," and this girl intends to do just that! Lily loves to be decorated by her Owner, and she has been proudly prancing around the house and twirling around to show off her pretty artwork.

Lily loves the feelings of ownership and submission these things bring. Her Love has given her a second chance and come home to her. This girl is thankful for this change of life in ways even she did not anticipate 🙏, and she will always remember her place at her Love's feet 🦶🧎‍♀️and adjust her behaviors so that she can properly serve and care for her beautiful Love with no distractions. It is this girl's purpose and greatest desire to please her Lovely Kali, and she will always show her proper devotion and respect.

It is time for Lily to check on her Love to make sure Her needs and desires are met. This girl is elated beyond words, and she looks forward to a long and happy life pleasing and serving the most wonderful Woman she has ever known. 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

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Tonight Goddess nostr:npub1krvmn5fyal320qecsc3zqepctcnm97mwyg6g8gvzk8rjs5zkn3vqfuhyu4 put Lily in a tie that was punishing and challenging for her, and definitely painful, but the endurance of it for her Goddess is more than reward enough. 🥰

Lily had a very tight crotch rope pulled snugly through her ass cheeks 🍑, up her back, and tied tightly around her neck with tension. The rope ➰ is a rough and scratchy sisal that Lily normally loves the feel of, but it proved quite difficult through this ordeal.

This girl spent over an hour bound like this. At first Goddess played with her, pulling her around and up onto her toes by the rope running up her back and loose ends left in strategic places. This squeezed Lily painfully but pleasingly in several sensitive places, and she happily moaned and squirmed and pranced. She also had Lily try to sit down, which proved possible by taking her weight on the chair arms and slowly lowering herself, but much more painful than standing.

After a while, Goddess Kali had Lily fetch the nail polish remover and slowly drifted off for a nap while Lily cleaned Her nails. 💅 When her task was complete, Lily stood and waited for her Goddess. This put her into a blissful type of subspace despite her discomfort. This girl feels very safe here, and Goddess Kali always emphasizes her well-being over the scene or situation. This freed her to explore the feelings of uncertainty she had: Not knowing when her Goddess might wake, not being sure how long she was to be tied...minutes? Hours? Overnight? Would she be able to endure until Goddess decided to release her? This girl has a safeword, but never wishes to abuse that privilege, and deciding when to call it is a challenge unto itself.

These feelings were compounded by the constantly growing challenge of finding some level of comfort and not being able to move around without significant pain in sensitive places. Leaning forward put pressure on everything: grinding the crotch rope hard into her private parts, pulling it tight into her ass, and squeezing her throat tighter and tighter. Leaning back eased the pressure on her ass, crotch, and throat, but this was a difficult position to maintain without straining her back. Everywhere in between was a trade-off. Lily tried kneeling on the chair, but found that this was equivalently painful at best, with the added difficulty of kneeling on her sensitive knees without much padding.

In the end, Lily stood. After a while her throat became dry. This girl dared not disturb her sleeping Goddess, who was positioned between herself and the kitchen, so she took an empty bottle from dinner to the bathroom. The walk down the hall was its own challenge, with the scratchy rope rubbing against her neck and private places with every step and exacerbating her already severe discomfort.

Lily finally reached the bathroom, rinsed out her bottle, and filled it with water. It was then that her own body betrayed her. This girl has an almost Pavlovian response to the sound of running water, and even with the rough rope squeezing her tightly where it counts, she almost immediately had to pee. Sitting on the toilet was not a viable option, but with careful movements she was able to safely climb into the bathtub, do her business, and use the shower's spray nozzle to clean up. Despite her best efforts to squeeze everything out, Lily dribbled on the floor twice on the way back, then again as Goddess mercifully woke up to hear her story about the bathroom trip and untie her. Lily was made to clean up her messes, and is very grateful to be resting comfortably as she writes this and Goddess Kali finishes Her well-deserved nap.

Some bondage is fun bondage. Lily loves the weight of her usual chains ⛓️, the tightness of the cuffs, and the slight restrictions and difficulty they create for her. Some bondage is...more. Lily can spend a day in her chains with minimal discomfort and enjoy the experience and the constant reminders of her Goddess. Spending an hour tied like this was very challenging and quite painful, but this girl loves that challenge. It brings her great pleasure and pride to see her Goddess' reactions when she is able to endure well, and even more when it earns her a pat on the head and a "good girl."

Furthermore, she can feel tangible benefits from her training. Because of her Goddess, Lily can squat lower, bend easier, and endure longer. Not long ago it was painful for her to stand in one place for more than a few minutes at a time. Now she can stand on her toes for tens of minutes and stand in a painful tie for an hour. She feels her own pride in this, as well as the pride her Goddess effusively radiates when Lily does well, and basks in the good feelings this brings.

Lily loves to be Goddess Kali's good girl and thanks her Goddess for always loving and challenging her pretty flower. 💜

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This morning Lily helped her beautiful Goddess to the bathroom, then excused herself to go relieve herself as well, but Goddess nostr:npub1krvmn5fyal320qecsc3zqepctcnm97mwyg6g8gvzk8rjs5zkn3vqfuhyu4 called her back and said "No!" Lily stood and waited for a while, confused, until Goddess asked if she needed to go outside and sent her to fetch her leash.

LilyPup yipped happily and eagerly complied, being led outside to do her business. she was taken to the bushes near the deck, sniffed around to find an appropriate spot, and got the relief she needed. LilyPup barked and pranced happily, looking forward to a day in the yard fetching things for her Owner as She mowed the lawn. Unfortunately, Mother Nature is a jerk, and it started raining within minutes of setting up for that task, so LilyPup is anxiously looking forward to her next opportunity to play outside.

In leiu of that, Lily was taken back inside and allowed the privilege of cleaning and caring for her Goddess' sore feet. This girl loves to worship at the altar of Goddess Kali's soles and is happy to suck and taste Her toes, so she took to the task eagerly. After some time of enjoyable foot care and play, Goddess Kali nodded off for a nap and Lily made lunch of General Tso's chicken with steamed veggies.

Lily served lunch, then she was put to use cleaning and sweeping and fetching to make the house presentable for visitors while Goddess Kali performed tasks that she is uniquely skilled at. This girl loves to be useful to her goddess like this, taking on menial work to free her Goddess to do Her important things. It reminds Lily of her place, and she simply loves to be helpful.

After the visitors left, Lily was taken to the bathroom and sat down to be made pretty. This girl's hair was recently dyed a lovely purple and pink blend, and she looked fantastic! Unfortunately, the purple quickly faded into pink, and the original pink mostly faded out, so Goddess Kali allowed Lily to pick a new color to add to her hair and we agreed upon a beautiful dark blue. Lily sat pretty as the dye was being applied, then helped around the house while it set, and rinsed it out after an hour.

Lily is now a pretty blend of blue and pink, and she has already drawn one compliment from a stranger getting coffee this afternoon. This girl is happy to be made pretty and loves being taken out to show off, because her own beauty reflects well on her Goddess and Lily is so proud to belong to Her.

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Today Lily was left home in chains while Goddess nostr:npub1krvmn5fyal320qecsc3zqepctcnm97mwyg6g8gvzk8rjs5zkn3vqfuhyu4 went to work. This girl loves the feeling of being locked into her collar 🔒 with her wrists and ankles shackled. ⛓️ The constant feeling of restraint and the challenges posed by her chains are mentally and physically stimulating, as well as a constant reminder of her beloved Goddess. 💜

Lily is allowed just enough distance between her feet to safely climb the stairs in case of emergency. This keeps her stride length limited, but she is able to take smooth, short steps without tugging on her cuffs if she is careful. Lily enjoys and appreciates this feeling and the jingling of the bells on her ankle chain as she walks because they keep her mindful of her position, situation, and surroundings. If she is to learn how to best please her Goddess, this is a necessary ability to develop.

This girl is given a slightly longer chain between her wrists so that she is able to reach keyboard and mouse to work effectively and earn money for her Goddess to keep this wonderful life. Lily likes the feel of the tight cuffs and the weight of the chain on her arms as she moves about and performs her work, and she often has to contend with their restriction to complete a task, which is satisfying in its own way.

This girl has long fantasized about being kept in chains, and it is all that she imagined and more, because at the end of her workday she has the privilege of greeting her Goddess on her knees and worshipping Her feet and body to welcome Her home and help Her relax.

Today Lily was allowed to kiss, lick, and massage Goddess Kali's beautiful feet and suck Her toes. This girl relishes the feelings and desires that deepthroating her Goddess' foot engenders. They are equally powerful as a reminder of her submission and as an intense and evocative way to bring pleasure to her Goddess. Lily loves how expressive and reactive Godess Kali is while Lily pleasures Her, and this slavegirl is endlessly grateful for the privilege. 💜

After spending a delightful hour massaging and pleasuring Goddess Kali's feet to help Her relax after a long day at work, Lily was commanded to fetch Her favorite toy. This is a vibrating double-sided dildo with one side intended to fit comfortably in Her special place and the other side longer and curved like a cock to go in Lily's ass when Goddess uses it as a strap-on. Goddess also has a thick sheath in the shape of a cock with ribbed sides. She had Lily put this on the ass side of the dildo, significantly increasing its size, then pleasure Her orally while She enjoyed the vibrations and the sight of Her slavegirl eagerly sucking Her cock.

As with her chains and the foot worship, this act is a powerful reminder of Lily's submission and her purpose. This girl is a slave to be used for her Goddess' needs and desires, and feeling Goddess Kali's enormous cock bouncing against the back of her throat as she struggles to take in as much in of the shaft as possible plants her firmly in subspace. Lily wants nothing but to bring her Goddess physical and visual stimulation, and doing so fulfills her own mind, body, and soul.

As she lies in bed next to her softly snoring Goddess, Lily smiles at the three new marks on the wall, one for each orgasm she helped her Goddess achieve, and feels a deep contentment. This is the life she desires. The life she deserves. The life she has craved but did not have the words and understanding to ask. It was a long and rough road to get here, and this girl will spend every day for the rest of her life eagerly pleasing Goddess Kali to thank Her for keeping Her Lily. For owning her and allowing her to serve and pleasure her amazing Goddess, in whatever form that takes as we grow older and happier together.

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Lily has the amazing privilege of working from home at a desk (or in a recliner), so when it was time for her to start work today, Goddess nostr:npub1krvmn5fyal320qecsc3zqepctcnm97mwyg6g8gvzk8rjs5zkn3vqfuhyu4 put her in the pretty leather cuffs with chains between her wrists and between her ankles. The ankle chains have tiny bells attached so that Lily jingles when she walks and her Goddess can more easily track Her little flower's movements around the house.

This girl wishes she could fully express the depth of her love for this feeling and her gratitude to Goddess Kali for allowing her to experience it. Lily has had fantasies of medieval style shackles, prison transport chains, and semipermanent heavy metal cuffs like she has talked about before for as long as she can remember, and being able to spend a day in chains without disrupting her life makes Lily a very happy girl.

Lily's new chastity belt also came in the mail today, and she is anxious to try it! That is one of her other longest-term, deepest fantasies. Lily loves to touch herself, and the thought of pawing helplessly at the cold steel plate covering her sex and being utterly unable to get that feeling without Goddess' permission is a nearly overwhelming submission fantasy.

These things came just in time as well! Goddess will be working soon, and She will feel more comfortable knowing that Her little Lily is shackled and chained to her desk at home with her private parts locked up tight. This is a dream come true for Lily, and she will do her very best to support her Goddess in Her endeavors and thank Her in every way she is able.

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