A girl gets her head in the game...
This evening, my nostr:npub1krvmn5fyal320qecsc3zqepctcnm97mwyg6g8gvzk8rjs5zkn3vqfuhyu4 Love set out to tie Her pretty Lily's feet in scratchy sisal rope while we sat on the deck. She wrapped this girl's left foot and ankle up tightly and had Lily stand and walk to try it out, then started sending her to fetch and run errands. The rope made walking difficult and somewhat painful, and after a run to the mailbox it was falling off. My Love made some adjustments, and soon Lily had a tight crisscross all around her left foot and ankle, forcing her to walk on the hard, scratchy rope with each painful step.
Lily does not know how long she was left this tie, but she performed several chores, was played with multiple ways herself, and then this girl was given the privilege of pleasuring her Love, which earned her three marks! 🎖️🎖️🎖️
The experience of having her foot tied like this was powerful and transformative for this girl. Lily gained two primary pieces of insight as she went about her tasks:
First, Lily gained appreciation for one aspect of the pain her Love has been going through. She has had foot pain for many weeks now because of an injury that Lily caused, and this girl has failed to express proper understanding and remorse for her actions. Spending time hobbled like this and feeling pain with every step has helped Lily to understand what her Love has been going through because of her. This girl recently learned the term "atonement-focused sadism," and she feels this in her core. When Lily is challenged or punished, she feels a deep desire to endure for her Love as much as possible. In part as a way to make her Love proud and bask in Her admiration, but as big a part is to feel a share of the pain this girl has caused in a way that she is more able to understand and process. In this case, walking the proverbial mile in her Love's shoes. This girl does not know if her words and actions can ever be forgiven, but she will spend a lifetime working to empathize and atone for them through her service and submission.
Second, Lily quickly became aware of the cost of each step and the price for each failure to be mindful or moment of forgetfulness. For example, my Love asked Her Lily to fetch the new toy, a pretty purple and blue vibrating dildo, and meet Her in the bedroom. Lily gathered other needed things, but walked right past the toy on her way downstairs because she was not maintaining mindfulness and awareness of her tasks. This is something Lily struggles with often, and her failure cost her a painful extra trip up and down the stairs - just one of several similar reminders tonight that she must learn how to keep her thoughts in order so that she may better please her Love.
After all was gathered, Lily was shown a new way to please her Love that was a powerful and novel experience, as well as a gateway to many new pleasures to come. Earlier in the day when Lily was sent to get the new toy, she also came home with a strap-on. This was intended to go over Lily's chastity belt so that she can pleasure her Love while she is locked away, but my Love found a wonderful alternative use that Lily enjoyed on many different levels. She put the leather panel over this girl's face and wrapped the straps over and around her head. This ended up creating an impromptu gimp hood, allowing Lily to see only little bits of what was in front of her at first, and then nothing at all for most of the time she was in it. When the straps were pulled tight around her head and face, the feeling was sublime. The slow squeezes and quick tugs that slowly increased the pressure and shrunk her world made this girl feel very helpless and wholly, deliciously possessed.
With the new dildo strapped to her face, Lily carefully navigated to the end of the bed and climbed in, using her limited vision to guide it toward her Love. With some assistance it was quickly in place, and Lily was able to face-fuck her Love in a most delightful way!
The experience was quite unique. Lily takes pride in her ability to please her Love with her fingers or toys, carefully feeling the pressure she is applying and watching Her face and body for reactions and feedback to guide her into giving the best possible experience. In this case, all Lily could feel was a tiny bit of pressure on the mask, and she could see nothing at all once she was settled into place. It was necessary to listen to her Love and the sounds She was making, and to feel the ways She was moving around Lily - grabbing this girl's hair to pull her face down, squeezing her head between Her powerful legs, lifting Herself into the dildo...
When my Love wrapped her legs around this girl's head and squeezed, it created overwhelming sensations of control and helplessness. Lily loves to bury her face in her Love, but while her face was covered with the leather panel, she was able to breathe easily, revel in her submission and ownership, and stay focused on pleasing her Love in a way that was most satisfying to us both. The intense buzzing of the vibrator against her nose, chin, and other places also gave Lily some fun feelings and further obscured her physical connection to her Love and kept her working hard to please Her as she deserves.
Thank You, my Love, for this privilege and honor. Lily is very happy to be owned by You and proud to serve You.
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