One thing that I have learnt in states of sleep paralysis is that the more you try to fight evil, the more you feed it.

I wanna be very clear before I go on, that the "fight" remains an absolutely adequate and wise response in the human world, on occasion. If someone is trying to harm you and you are in immediate danger, fucking protect yourself. Act. That might involve a fight.

But also know that most movements to "fight" are pointless.

Know that at the centre of the war, there is no fight.

There is only you, deciding to relinquish control.

I spent the early part of my life in terror and under a lot of psychic attack, in the in-between state before sleeping.

Then I started fighting. I howled and raged at the demonic presences infiltrating my field and tormenting me.

Then I understood the absolute sovereignty of my soul, and I got still. I let go.

And the things that had bothered me my entire childhood and most of my adult life disappeared, in a second.

From here I learned that I could "pass through" sleep paralysis and pass over to the other side. And on other side, it got made abundantly to me that n o t h i n g can even scratch a soul, unless YOU believe it. And then you will create it. Because that's what you believe.

The war within cannot be fought against. It will rage harder the more you resist it, the more you try to CONTROL it. Continuing to feed the war inside you is the way you consent to EVERYTHING that is happening outside of you and in the world. Every single person has a part in it.

Relinquishing control is one of the deepest and most transformative graces you can give yourself and by extension of that, the world.

Depravity is the only perceived "out" for a being that believes they have fallen so far from grace, that the only other option is to face a God that they think will never accept them back into the whole.

Evil becomes the only other expression because at least in evil they can feel as though they belong to something. The extreme and insidious forms of control enacted by forces of evil are frantic attempts to forge solidity and safety where a true belonging to wholeness is absent.

And that mirrors all the places where you control. Where you contort and grip. You will cling onto the seams of every place where your wholeness was forgotten in an attempt to find solid ground.

Release control and let the ground emerge.

You have to go first.

And when you release control, know that your deepening awakening is uploaded to the grid that is awakening this planet.

That the grid is fortified every time you let go.

And eventually that grid will become so bright and solid, and solid in it's brightness,

that there will be no war left to fight.

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