Boston airport kicks you out even if your flight is in two hours, so I have to go through TSA again even though I don't have a boarding pass. I cannot emphasize how much I hate traveling. I could be at home, asleep. I could be with my puppy and my creature comforts. I thought I was going to network and look pretty in my dress and I am just coming more and more to peices as it's becoming very obvious I'll have zero sleep at all tonight. WTF am I even doing. This is so depressing and demoralizing.