"When you're lost in twilights blue. You don't find your way, the way finds you".
Are you willing to let yourself be unguarded and out of sync, to let nature/context guide you through? Trusting it fully?
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Very relevant questions!
You seem empowered enough to get you to where you are in terms of body, mind, spirit.
Do you trust nature's way of communicating with your spirit?
You're empowered. I understand. Sometimes to get through the next roadblock you never saw coming that gave you a little bit of sweet chin music, kicking you down a peg. You need to relinquish the self-guidance that got you as far as you've come - and introduce a little more leash for your spirit (that you have armored up with positivity and nobility) and let it guide you organically.
I often find the roadblock that kicked me down a peg/vulnerable seems to dissipate after tucking the compass in my pocket, so-to-speak and letting organic intuition guide me.
It involves some trust. But that trust is in yourself and your own processes. Did you trust you're on the right path? Do you trust you followed it to where you are? Can you trust it to guide you to the next support ledge in your personal journey of discovery?
If that fails. Usually a thick and juicy session with a peanut butter and jelly sandwich, followed by me either playing piano, guitar, violin, percussion (I play many instruments) and a good nap.
Do you have any hobbies or activities you like to do that perhaps aren't geared towards any end goal? A behaviouristic ritual perhaps that is self-fulfilling just by means of you engaging in it?