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Not sure why I tortured myself reading my journal entries from this time last year when the life I wanted began falling apart.

I fucking loved her so much… 💔

Long term, it was all for the best, and I look and feel better than I have in 15 years, but holy shit, this has been the hardest thing I’ve ever gone through.
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₿eth 2y ago

It takes courage to even write about your experience! Perhaps torturing = healing, even if it doesn’t feel like it in the here and now.

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Bauzen 2y ago

I did 4 months of therapy, got hit by a truck, and ayahuasca, but I’m still healing from all of it… re-reading the entries brings me right back to the sleepless nights where it all began

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₿eth 2y ago

Oy! You’ve been through some things!

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Bauzen 2y ago

Yeah, it has been a journey