I saw through Joseph Smith. He has more in common with David Koresh than Jesus. The polygamy, violence, narcissism, all of the classic cult leader traits. I also felt like it suppressed my soul, made me small and powerless. The shame for not reading my scriptures or paying tithing or praying. The church’s mentality that if you don’t do this, you won’t get blessings. They are a religion without any spiritual soul evolution. They don’t understand Jesus. All the Mormons I grew up with are still in the Mormon church, their kids are spreading lies for the church on missions. They haven’t evolved spiritually or mentally. They are deeply unconscious. They have a church that claims it’s the plan of happiness however, they’re all unhappy, fat and powerless. It’s really sad. They all blindly worship Israel. I was skeptical and curious from an early age so I was never meant to stay. I finally couldn’t align with them because my soul was suffering, so I left. Truth seeking is a lonely place, but I’m more free than I’ve ever been.