After all the contemplating today I have come to conclusion, although I am happy being myself, I do not feel connection with any community and I do not feel part of anything. This is sad but true.
Discussion
Not even art?
No
I would like to believe that there is an art that you cannot live without, once you find it
That's a mighty fine thought.
Ya 😀
For me the best art is very very underrated. It took me years to find the kinds of art that I cannot live without
That is great
But I can’t say I went into it blind - I was studying how to play music and how to paint and draw for a very long time before I knew enough to find what I was looking for
That is wonderful
In year 1 I was completely closed-minded compared to year 10, so the world suddenly became a lot more interesting and I could make new connections because I could see more possibilities. If I was still in year 1-mode I’d be very depressed right now 😂
Wow 🫂
I would say especially with music it’s important to find something you can enjoy listening to every day. And if that requires learning how to play an instrument, then maybe that’s a community you can connect with.
an yet here you are in the nostr community
I just keep seeing the differences though
wot diffs?
Like the age gap, cultural gap and feel I can not relate.
um there is many people your age and culture in the world
When I am in India, i feel like an American and when with Americans I feel like an Indian.
With group of moms, I want to break free and stop talking.
And I do not fully relate with young crowd too.
lots of indian americans, so you are a young mom?