It was a stressful time, I wasn't going to get the shot anyways, but the threat of losing everything was omnipresent, it hung on me like grease, I had been through some serious shit before that but it was over in a week, this was like months of misery. All that matters is you are here with us now and you are stronger from your experience, I more or less stayed inside for like a year so I can't really talk.