furthermore, im pretty sure im privileged in all the desires and appetites i simply didnt come to the planet with

i dont know how to add those up

but a lot of things that seem to matter to a lot of people, like 'yo i worked twenty years to get this exact model of this exact car', i dont know what that is

i dont know what it is to wait six months for a meal that blew you away that will stay with you forever that means the world

my mouth isnt like that. it isnt connected to my heart center like that. maybe that is a more of a taurus moon thing. my brother has spent hours on a train for a single specific slice of pizza before. i just dont have hooks like that.