This energy you speak of, this guidance you seek is no different than that which guides me. You simply have a name for it, or have another way of making sense of it.
You connect to it in a different way, but it may not be as different as it seems. My connection is to the land. It is where I go for spiritual guidance, relief and to connect to what we call the great mystery.
I do not elevate myself above it, I do not hold dominion over it, it is not mine to control or manipulate. It is where I was born, it is what sustains me, and it is what will consume me in the end.
The beautiful thing is that you can have your way of making sense of it all and so can I, and in the end it doesn’t matter who is correct as long a we give each the space and respect to practice that which moves us.