Pull that negative shit out by the roots and go find you a woman! Damnit!
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And I don't want any woman, I want one that will be a good companion and not be a cause for compromising any of my core beliefs. I refuse to do that and that's why I am now where I am in life, since my ex went full nutter.
These are good qualities, but you can be flexible without compromising your core beliefs. Relationships are give and take. It sounds like you were a giver and ex was a taker and you got burned.
start with the first bit.