I have sun
A nice gentle breeze
Frozen fruit smoothies
No actual strenuous work
No time limit on anything
I'm not going to jail
Why am I not happy?
Discussion
What is your life purpose?π€π³π«
It used to be to cause mayhem and fuck shit up.... and fix things.
Destruction and creation.
I mean, purpose is just a variable that you assign value to...
Now... I just don't know anymore.
I suppose it could be contributing to the growing emptiness residing within... but... it's not unusual to feel unfulfilled... even if you achieve goals.
Everything is temporary... even happiness.
I just don't know why I'm not feeling it.
There's definitely something missing... but I don't think it's a grand purpose, or not living up to what I might think I was put on this earth for at this time... Or falling short of my potential.
I appreciate your Frank response.π«
Your mention of "being put on this earth" implies some sort of belief in the transcendent? Do you acknowledge a Creator with concomitant rights to at least prescribe appropriate, "best practice" operating parameters for yourself as a designed artifact? π
For a (limited) example, I designed a machine that makes high quality colloidal silver IF used as directed in the manual I wrote to accompany it...
And, as for the ephemeral nature of life as we know itπ€; I personally have found hope for a mind-bogglingly transcendent future, and I've been writing some fantasy lit about my expectations as to what it will be like...
Do I never feel depressed? I wish... But it rarely lasts and never stops me...ππ»π
I've prayed for you today, for the very best kind of relief from whatever is plaguing you.ππ»πππ«ππππ―π₯
overthinking perhaps? π
Actually no... I'm not really even thinking... in comparison to what's normal for me.
Right now I'm just laying in the sun...
I thought about doing some more work.
I'm just kinda blah.
A few suggestions you might already have tried; see what you think after you try them, or try them again:
1. Find reasons to love people around you and ways to show them.
2. Pray to God with gratefulness.
3. Pray to God, open to the possibility that you will hear back.