Hope everyone had a nice Happy Thanksgiving yesterday. For me it was another day I was reminded nobody gives a fuck about you or cares about your existence. Again I was reminded how I am a regret & last I starved & did not eat or drink at all yesterday.

I heard all day about how other peoples families got together & moms did this, aunt that, brother this, & granma that. Nothing wrong with it but when someone tells you they come a divided family, everyone hates each other, & everyone has spitefully screwed your life over you would think to roll back abit. They don't get it because they aren't in it I haven't had a thanksgiving dinner in over 15 years not by choice.

They don't comprehend that people have the capability to be a parent & truly hate their own children. Is it so hard to fathom that a mom can be terrible or go out of their way to screw up their kids life? Why doesn't matter you don't need to understand the mind of an evil person. There is just evil that exist in the world & you can usually find that in someone most of the time.

I would kill just to have a thanksgiving dinner again. A fresh turkey, fresh mash potatoes, fresh sweet baked potatoes, fresh sweet potato pie, fresh sweet corn, fresh macaroni & cheese, fresh stuffing, fresh ham, & fresh anything else i forgot.

I used fresh a lot because most of the limited times when I did have it I was always given left overs like a dog. Everything was always enjoyed by everyone else first while I was excluded from tables out of spite by my own. I was brought back home scraps to reheat when they woukd come back home.

I always ask god why was I born into a family twisted as so. Thanksgiving hurts because I don't have a family or loved ones to be thankful for. So each year I do nothing & starve because nobody gives a fuck about me & I am alone. I dream to experience a fresh thanksgiving where I am loved once more by somebody anybody one person is all.

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