the first trip to the dunes did not work
cos i walked there without my stuff
like my bag was on the beach without me back by the ocean
so we walked back and hung out and then i got my stuff & we all walked to the dunes again
was gonna take the time it took
i started contemplating taking this lantern fly home in the car with me
what did the lantern fly need?
a cap full of fresh water? a pretzel nugget? does the lantern fly eat sugar? i put a nugget in the dune grass if the answer was yes
now on the dune grass are we good?
or are you crawling up the blade of grass to hop back on me
im not going anywhere
are you chilling? are you doing your thing on the dune grass or are you freaking out trying to get back in my hair? i have all the time in the world
after the longest time watching with my hand out in offering like very whatever it is, im open i dont mind
it seemed to me like the lantern fly was fine & yea the nugget was there if they eat cinnamon sugar pretzel nuggets
so i walked back towards the parking lot
if someone, a human being, walked up to me about this & said: fuck you. the agreement in this country is on site we all smash
my response is: fuck you dont tell me what to do
i was not born from my mother wanting a baby for over ten years
to be strongarmed into violence
i get to be as humane as my heart is
always
my heart is my own
to me it comes down to, what errors do i prefer? im human i make them
would i rather be in error out of mercy out of sparing out of second chances
or would i rather be in error by being too heavy handed, too harsh, too ruthless
mercy always mercy always mercy
how does that work with divestment?
this is ground already covered to me
humane range to me to say: hey? there isnt a way back from this to me. like re: regina. and sure this is frivolous this is music choice. who cares what i delete from my music library. and that's ok. no one has to care about my minor gestures. i do.