No just the stupid back of my brain wants booze and I know how to fight cravings like that. That's not like I'm even really trying to give up drinking all together. It's just that I realized I've been doing it a bit too much and should probably take a step back.

But in realizing that I'm having a hard time even taking a step back and taking a break for a little while, it's got me thinking that maybe I should probably extend this break for a while.