I was sad reading that, wanted to tell you a lot of things to make you feel better, but I'll start just feeling this sadness I'm feeling and I didn't know was here waiting to come out.
maybe being who you are, even when you are frustrated and judging yourself, can be enough and deeply touch someone.
You can learn a lot about yourself in how you choose to react to someone else's pain or frustration, even their shame.
While I primarily share my shames and feelings on nostr to disarm them through writing them out, using the magic of words to bind them - I also appreciate that this practice may help others. I think they may have helped you in some small way.
As always, I remain willing to stand beside anyone, looking out over the void. While I cannot feel what you feel, or see what you see, I can support and affirm your feeling and sense. 🫂
I think I was always touched by other people feelings and I've been observing my reactions to that for sometime now and yes, I learn a lot about myself this way. I used to try to change the other person's feelings as fast as I could and that's something I notice a lot. when I realize I'm doing that I just take a step back and see what I'm feeling. just like I did before.
I also feel that my writings disarm my thoughts and sometimes I'm surprised with what comes to light. I'm happy to hear you do this and you were not attached to the feelings you wrote about. It's good to read what you write.
thank you for the attentive answer. I felt heard and hugged. :)
