Alcohol sucks. Just think of it as liquid poison because it is. I get that society/culture runs off that shit and always has, and it “can be used responsibly” but who fucking cares. Cutting alcohol out of my life entirely was the best thing i’ve ever done. That was 7 or 8 years ago now. I would recommend this choice to 100% of alcohol enjoyors. No offense alcohol enjoyors 😅
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yeah, fuck alcohol, seriously
but in my case, also fuck sugar and starch as well, because diabeetus

part of what kept alcohol happening was that it increases insulin response, so it was slowing down some of the symptoms from being noticable, and this is something that i have in common with austro-indonesian people because that's part of my genetics and why i have type 2 diabetes now
before i end my fast i'm going to go visit a proper butcher too, some people here on the island have told me where to buy actual beef and i want to eat actual beef, because it helps my health the most out of all the foods, and i need to heal, so i can actually make my life work