tempted to stop here & just call it 'frustration' 😅 
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I totally feel this!!! It’s literally my brain whenever the nail tech grabs my hands and asks me about color, shape, and length 😂
It’s incredibly frustrating.
allow the frustration to come but don't let it overcome the artist in you.
I think your drawing is beautiful and I felt inspire to draw my own hands (I really don't like how they look).
🫂 I'll reapproach it another day, or hour. Things always look different after the eyes take a break.
yes! ♥️
creating good stuff is painful in the beginning, not unlike learning how to do stunts on a skateboard, though usually you won't break any bones, but maybe you will feel so utterly despondent about your hand-eye-coordination
i am better at other things but i spent a lot of time doing visual art and my one piece of advice is stop thinking about representation, and either do drills (my mother had a great book that explains some, negative space is a big part of it, drawing NOT the thing) or just enjoy letting the instrument flow around the page and make of it whatever, doesn't matter if it looks like some weird modernist art industrial plastic texture design
I really don't fret too much over it. Sometimes it flows, others not. Once the commitment to the idea is there, it's just attempt after attempt until something satisfactory emerges.
Drawing on the right side of the brain by Betty Edwards is an excellent book to get if your interested in drawing. Shows you how you lie to yourself about what your seeing 😁.
One of the techniques is draw a photo then you turn the photo upside down and draw it again, because your brain doesn't interpret what it is seeing as symbols your start to draw what is there instead of what you think is there.
Lol that's funny, because when I find my groove, I usually end up standing on the opposite side of the table from where I sat down.
“Draw what you see, not what you think you see” was what my professor always said in my college drawing classes. It’s 100% true.
Your brain has a pre-thought-out picture of what you’re seeing and the skill is to refine your brain’s image vocabulary.
Cell phones have actually helped me a lot in that sense. Working on it, taking a picture, then looking at the picture shows me in a more immediate way what's wrong with a piece.
I have low standards for myself. I try to draw 1 piece/month for my mental health, few hours tops. I pick a subject at the beginning of the year & draw different iterations all year long. I'll occassionally throw in something that I'd focused on a previous year for an ego boost. 😅
Yes and it just flat out makes stuff up a lot of the time too. Like the blind spot where you have no rods and cones it interprets that area from the surrounding rods and cones so there are optical illusions that exploit that.
I like a lot of the surrealist movement because they either exploited this like Dali's paranoiac critical which he first saw in a photo of an African village:

Turn the image 90 degrees and you see a face.
Or would try to interpret what they saw on the threshold of consciousness like Magritte with his cage covered with stuff which he interpreted was a person when he first woke up in the morning:
