So far, I only ate some pork skin.

When I'm emotional and distressed, I tend to not eat, drink or sleep but only sit there and obsess over it and freeze and plotting my flight.

Constantly having the reminder that your mother doesn't give a shit about you will surely do that.

I had to fucking sit down and help her plan out her whole life the other night when she didn't even ask a simple "how was your day?!?!"