Trying to imagine what to do about that, it seems like poverty and climate change are the solutions, and already being done.

Like, first you can keep people poor for hundreds/thousands of years to punish them for being shitty - check

When too many pieces of shit adapt and get money, change the metrics of wealth so you're poor with more and more money, until everyone is poor - check

That's still not enough punishment, so trick people into doing mass murder/suicide with pollution - check

There are people like Digit, so extinction shouldn't be the goal, so make sure there's some way the best people will survive and reverse all this and fix the world - no check, seems like the people in charge are more damaged than me, they have no Digits, they're full on suicide cultists.

So, only that last part needs to be changed for me. I need to focus on impacting who lives and who dies in the climate collapse. But the more involved I get in making sure certain people die, the more risk of retribution I face against the goal of ensuring certain people survive.

So I'm supposed to just count myself lucky I'm in a better position than others, and focus on survival, and let God/nature handle most of the vengeance and justice for harm and danger I've been exposed to.

It feels kinda pointless. Like, it won't work, nothing will. But I guess the point is just to try the best possible strategy, so when it goes wrong, I can hate everyone else for making it go wrong, more than hating myself for picking the wrong strategy.

Except my feelings might change. I could lose Digit, get locked up, and feel like I completely wasted my life not killing enough people, letting the world get away with wasting Digit's life, and mine.

I'm so fucking scared all the time. It's so exhausting being a victim of a bloodthirsty terrorist retard society.