You're not supposed to read pseudo-intelectual maxi BS just to feel better. It's a tool. If you find it useful, use it, if you don't, move on. That's all there is to it.
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For some people, it's definitely more than just a tool. There must be a book, or perhaps something else, that inspires these people.
Just get some and use it!
How many books did you read before getting into bitcoin? Before opening a bank account? Before buying groceries?
Jump in and play with the rest of us!