what a wild goose chase this memory leak bug i have in front of me has become
like a game of whack a mole... i find one hole, close it, and then i find another hole, close that, opa, another hole
now, the issue is appearing inside the badger code... almost 3gb builds up after about 10 minutes just doing regular stuff
it kinda looks like i'm gonna have to rewrite this query events code altogether, at this point, i think something about the structure of it is keeping memory hot for a long time that should not be kept
oh well, soon, i think #thoon™️