Definitely would. I think people always struggle with faith, no matter who you are. All I can tell you is that I am going through the motions myself and it’s only made me better. And I have more belief than I did before I started.
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Perhaps you would develop faith.
I was raised going to church and stopped going after I moved out of my parents. I am trying to read the bible for the first time now.
I’m in a similar situation but we didn’t actually go when I was young. So far the faith has been more like developing a muscle over time rather than a 100% on, 100% off type thing. Just my experience.