I did not say intimidated.
I said a wee bit scary and quite terrifying.
I face my fears, because sometimes I know it is necessary in order to learn the unknown from people who I do not fully comprehend.
If I was intimidated I would probably mute you and never look back.
I would say in many ways the goodness I have seen within you overcomes these brief moments of terror on the screen. Sincerely hope it does not come back to bite me in the ass, because I genuinely enjoy engaging in strictly platonic thought provoking conversations with you on a regular basis. You are an awesome enigma.