You guys have no idea of what it’s like to want to end it.

All you can do is stack sats

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I've made an attempt to "end it", and you want to tell me I have no idea?

I’ve made several attempts to kill myself. I cannot kill myself now. I have to survive and I am trying so hard to find encouragement here.

I'm really bad at encouragement, but I wish I could reach through the Interwebs and give you a big hug.

I've been there, too. 🫂

Hugs 🫂 Sympathy.

I am available to speak. Send me a DM. We can talk about whatever you want. It is not an imposition. I am here to listen.

Check your DMs.

you’re not alone. the light is there within you, hold on.

I've been there to the brink in a morasse of loneliness, indecision, and worry. I had made some mistakes that in the moment felt irredeemable. Gradually, I decided to stay. Staying is a choice as much as leaving is, a choice that we continue to make in each moment. Being around people increased my desire to stay in this world even though my natural inclination is to turn inward and seek isolation. 20 years later, those mistakes which drew me to the abyss, seem like distant memories.

I hope you'll stay and that you will continue to find the reasons which help you to choose so everyday.